The Spiritual Realms 2015

6 May 2018: I found myself in this old building quite like a very big and spacious shophouse where there is a business downstairs and living quarters upstairs. Such shophouses are still preserved in Singapore as a reminder of the old way of life. The wooden door of this one is so run down, any intruder can just bring an axe and smash it like child's play. I spent a fair amount of time trying to close and lock the door but found it difficult as it left a gap. It affords no protection to the people inside. A few steps away from the door (opposite it) is a new white gate leading to a brand new living room with expensive furniture and television set. The room is very spacious and newly painted. It seems that the owner has lavished a lot to do up just this room, not caring about the rest outside which is clearly falling apart. The old and new facades are total opposites that the old no longer holds much appeal. The kitchen located to the right of the wooden door is also very old, big and spacious. It has no walls and from the dining table in the middle, overlooks to the sea a few paces away. The sea and palm trees are on the right of the kitchen. Looking to my left, is an elevated red painted corridor with steps leading to other shophouses nearby. My purpose for being in the kitchen was to share the gospel with 5 people seated and eating a meal. My bible was open and I was trying to provide proof of Jesus from it, when He appeared to the uninterested 5. I was not having a good field day with them and was starting to feel discouraged when He stood next to me. The 5 did not show at any time that they were aware of The King's Presence so only I can see Him. He is wearing His white robe and His hood is covering his head as though He did not want to be recognized too quickly. Jesus was listening in on my conversation with the 5 when a mob of very angry neighbours charged into the kitchen to stop me with wooden sticks. He reacts super fast to remove the bible from my hand, sending it away to the place beyond the white gate for protection. The white gate definitely seems more secure than the old wooden door at this point. God protects His book down the ages for all His people. Turning around, He was all business looking calmly at the mob of angry people raging and not giving any reason for their anger. He easily took them on and down when the fighting started, though it is important to note that Jesus does not make the first move when these people come looking and confronting Him. The 5 people froze in their seats in fear and could not move. They were eventually captured by the mob. The mob of men all have really scary angry black eyes like satanic worshippers who are so far gone in their hypnotized state that they look human but are probably not any longer. It is so scary watching them advance on just Jesus! That is when I feel His arms hugging me and I calmed down immediately. God is the majority in any battle. I was removed from the danger by Him. It ended up that I could not save any of the 5 as they do not want to be saved. Faith is non-transferable despite my efforts.

3 May 2018: I found myself in a shop with totem poles being sold in abundance. These are an abomination to God. While I was looking for a way to escape, intent on having nothing to do with these, I met up with Jesus in the clouds. He is smiling and waiting. I do not think there is a long time left to wait for Him to come for us. Spending time with Him brings peace which surpasses my understanding and I am in no hurry to leave that place.

30 April 2018: Well this one is shorter than the earlier ones so I will get right to the point of what is seen. Revelation 22:20: He who testifies to these things says "Surely I am coming soon." Amen. Come Lord Jesus! I woke up feeling super happy that this verse takes up all the attention. I do not think it will be a long time before He shows Himself to all those who are His and we will be with Him forever! 

24 March 2018: I see King Jesus riding on a white horse at full gallop back to His castle. He looks different than what I am used to seeing so far which is why I delayed writing in order to consult properly with Him first concerning His interests. Continuing on, it is likely He just made a successful conquest somewhere on earth and is very pleased with the results. Back at the castle, when He has settled down from the ride, He started delegating to His people where they can comfortably stay with their families. As I go out of the castle to make my rounds, there are many new dads and mums holding their babies and children. Everyone is smiling and at peace. This is likely the Kingdom that He is going to set up in the future. As I was talking to one of the parents about their children, Jesus comes looking for me. 

23 February 2018: I meet with Jesus who has the bible open and is teaching just me all about Himself directly. I can listen to Perfect Truth all day long if given the chance to be completely free. Receiving His undivided attention leaves me feeling very happy waking up and looking forward to more bible studies with Him. I am sure many ministers will like to have the same opportunity with Jesus alone. The bible is not understood without His Help. Everything He says in there must be fulfilled which is the main objective of this meeting. You can find this in Matthew 26:56. This means the world presently stands in trouble with Him for surrounding His Beloved Israel to covert and for not listening to the repeated warnings from her not to. 

25 November 2017: I experience the rapture as being the fastest travel from Earth to Heaven. Before I know it, I am surrounded by clouds. It is a life I am looking forward to. 

10 November 2017: I find myself standing at the Garden of Gethsemane watching Jesus fall on His knees praying to God The Father in deep sorrow and agony. He’s going to take on the sins of the world. I was shown a small snippet of what that means and my own spirit was being crushed in the process just looking on. Bearing the full weight is not something I will fully know, falling apart with just the realization of a little of that. Jesus in His weakness is stronger than Man to bear it for the solid 6 hours on the cross while injured greatly from beatings. This is so heartbreaking what He must go through. 

18 October 2017: I find myself attending the trial of a bride who is very angry with her groom for some reason completely not understood by me. Her anger throughout remains and I find this really silly. She should make up with him. This is just before the wedding is to take place between them. At the heart of this problem, I see Satan once again up to epic mischief by coming in between this union-to-be. He uses the bride to harrass the poor groom into giving her up. The groom, shaken by the display of hatred in his bride, does not and willingly takes on all her nonsense. He tries to talk to her asking her not to abandon him but she does not seem to listen. As the cross examination begins, each reason is laid out one by one. The problem is none of them are solid enough to warrant a break-up. During break time, Satan lures the bride out to a small dark shop and she follows him. Desperate to fight the fact that more evidence might surface to bring him down, the groom runs after her and enters the shop. I see both later emerging without Satan in tow, with the bride sulking in silence and the groom looking completely exasperated. It does not look like this is a battle yet won by the groom at present time. The groom proceeds to pay a hefty sum to the lawyers who showed up looking for direction-both his and hers. I see a lot of money. 

15 October 2017: I find myself back in Heaven witnessing the final preparations of King Jesus in full splendour preparing to go get His Bride. I feel very happy because this is the most beautiful scene besides being in New Jerusalem and exploring her. The peace in His Presence is unmatched and is something every believer will need to experience to know exactly what I am talking about. A brilliant sea of neverending illuminated gold cloth of the very best quality which not even I have come across clothed on royal members here on earth, extends from Him and wraps around me as though to represent that He clothes His children with His righteousness so as to be blameless before Him. He is wearing a gold crown on His head that’s polished to shine and with set determination, begins His advancement forward with lion-like boldness. There is no stopping Him once He has His mind made up. 

8 October 2017: I found myself back in church for service where a guest speaker is invited to preach from the program sheet I received from an usher. Where the usher stood at the welcome desk, was a much smaller wooden replica of the big cross at the stage in CNS. It appears out of nowhere. My attention was drawn to this cross throughout my time in church because it is quickly obvious no one else is paying attention to it even though many were streaming in through the doors to attend service. The usher continues to distribute the program sheets to people coming in and did not even notice the cross hovering on its own upright and independently at her side for a while. A man could carry the cross easily if he so wanted but no one was touching it. The cross hovered in for service and halfway through the preaching, it moved from its position at the right side of the aisle up the stairs towards the closed doors from which it entered. No usher opened for it even though by its movements it seemed like it wanted to leave the church and go out into the world. Since it could not get out and was not able to insist on getting its way whatsoever on hindsight, it stayed hovering near the front doors until the service is over and the ushers opened the doors. I was not absorbing the message from the guest speaker because I was more interested in what the cross was actually up to by itself. 

30 September 2017: I found myself standing next to a house in the middle of nowhere just like what you see in America on taking a long drive. 2 vans drove up and I was pushed into 1. They hit the road quickly and it was some time before we reached our destination. Getting down, I was pulled along into a 2-storey house and brought upstairs to a room that had 2 entrances facing the same direction with 2 guards posted. Both doors were wide open and continued to remain so throughout this dream. In this room I entered is Jesus who turned to look at me. He did not say anything to me. I immediately noticed the big difference with His form. He appeared as He was at His First Coming before His crucifixion. Standing near a study table, He does not look remarkable at all seemingly devoid of wearing His Light as The King as I often see Him in. I was told the guards at the doors are only meant to keep Jesus confined and under house arrest like what Paul faced. He was going to be on trial soon. He obeys the order willingly though He does not have to having legions of angels at His command. For some reason, this fact is not remembered by anyone. I was allowed some freedom to leave the room and explore the area outside which connects yet again to a supersized mall. The mall is full of soldiers/fallen angels in those bodies rounding up people to take the mark of the beast which they do unfortunately willingly. Satan seems to be a powerful draw while in contrast, Jesus seems to be very weak and unappealing to anyone. At level 2, there’s an open space to look at what is happening at level 1. When I look down, there’s a long queue and people were taking on the mark without question from Satan and the fallen angels. It seems all the soldiers are possessed to do evil. The influence is great! Satan is easily identified because he was giving the orders to the other soldiers to move the queue up. In those orders to the crowd and his own, Satan repeated several times on the mike he has that he wants to get rid of Jesus. The soldiers lead the civilians who already took the mark to collect bombs and arrange them on the stairs leading up to the room where Jesus is. What is left is the fire power to detonate. Hearing enough, I went back to the room and stayed with Jesus knowing He protects. The guards at the door get Him ready to leave the room for trial. Is this a representation of false doctrine going around there where Jesus is made to have no power and Satan is all-powerful? The time will come for this. Mixing the things of God with the world lands us in eternal trouble and this is just something to think about. What I am seeing is likely the coming tribulation period where evil is escalated to be the norm.
For the record, I do not like to write about Satan here at all if I can help it. The very idea to have to share anything about a consistently mad fallen angel who can’t handle power the way God can in this writing space of mine is extremely loathsome. I hate it! However, just for today, since it is on The Lord’s mind, I will make exception.
Concerning Satan, I have had other dreams of snippets of his atrocious activities that don’t make it in writing here for 2 reasons: 1) Jesus is nowhere to be found in them and 2) the old devil’s activities will be made nothing by God. I am not interested in him the way others in the Body still are. Having seen failure on September 23,2017, the next date set is October 21,2017. This goes to show some people never learn. God must be laughing. 

29 July 2017: I found myself outside once again by a busy street watching people go about their businesses and hearing cars zooming past me. All I was doing was trying to ignore everyone and be as inconspicuous as possible on the way to my destination when Jesus appears suddenly in the sky. The details of the rapture I have already mentioned below but it seems this second time I am no longer paying as much attention to people as I did the first time, rather, I am giving my full attention to Him. There is no mistaking The One shrouded in light in the sky and heading rapidly towards me. He is so gloriously clear and bright!

13 May 2017: I found myself sitting at a big table with my colleagues attending a function for preschool teachers. Hungry, I was about to bite into some plain croissant when Jesus walked towards me. I stopped what I was doing and looked at my colleagues. They were all discussing the event's program ahead and no one noticed Him at all. Turning back, He stood directly in front of me dressed in white with his hood over his head as though He did not want to be recognized by others. He pointed to a round whole bread shaped like a muffin on a plate next to me and said "if you cut it properly here and here (pointing to a part of the bread), you will get to enjoy the best piece out of it." He also repeated what was said in Zechariah 1:3 and Malachi 3:7: "Return to me, and I will return to you." After that, He left and I woke up. Our game time with Him is going to be up soon. He is weary of it after so long of having His arms outstretched. He is still presently pleading with us. Let's break this down for understanding: for the first part of the message, by best piece refers to the rewards He wishes to bless His children with because we belong to Him BUT (in reference to our fall), we must let Him know our choice as He does not force Himself on us. He will honor our choice in whatever we decide to do. Earth is His testing ground. To apostate, whether in a small or big way is pure maximum stupidity on all levels and counts because what is small will become big. For the second part of the message, that is what He wants all of us to do. He is not willing that any should perish but all to come to the Truth. The bride is not ready according to His determination and from this message received today. Do we realize just how good God is in His loving us dearly? Or are we just going to continue taking Him for granted, pushing Him aside and breaking His heart while ignoring His efforts to catch our attention? It is our decision to make individually and daily.

1 Apr 2017: I confess that today I resisted the Holy Spirit thinking how most grievous it is going to be to see God disrespected on April Fool's Day and the perception of Him changed in people's minds if they read this. I don't want Him to be a joke. There's enough of that going around. This is my still present case of flesh fighting with spirit constantly. He reminded me a morning later in answer to my prayer, that He is above all of Man's foolishness from the beginning and the reason I received this on this mischievous day is because as we become increasingly more mischievous, He wants it out in the open those having a form of Christianity but denying the power thereof and therefore not flourishing in the truth of the gospel by their answers which reveal straight away what is in their hearts and what they know they are giving up. He is NOT going to accept empty temples that just look good outwardly. His Holiness will not allow Him to bring them along when He makes all things new. At this time, He is reaching the end of His Patience. His Anger is incoming. With this insight, I shall immediately proceed revealing what I saw in that I am not relying on my really small understanding of Him but on His knowledge from above and in the bible. Part of Revelation 21:21 says "and the streets of the City are pure gold, clear as crystal." I am standing in the middle of a gold street just like that, that stretches in both directions as far as my eyes can see. Looking down, I can see my reflection as the street is like a mirror and I just marvel at its creation. Walking on the street, I see it leads back in both directions towards a great giant City with many buildings and rooms and shining with the brilliance of God. The peace emitted and felt in this great and super spacious place is on a whole new level which being on earth cannot achieve even when we are in our most peaceful and happy state here and enjoying the best holiday. Wow! There is zero hurry to leave once this is tasted. This is the peace we are all seeking but will not find until we are in this golden place that has His stamp of workmanship and approval everywhere. She is New Jerusalem, God's goodness fully manifested accompanied by unimagined blessings. 

25 Mar 2017: I started out being in school discussing and arranging a delegation of jobs with my colleagues to work on during a meeting when I was suddenly transported to see a city in the midst of being completely destroyed by very mischievous people. They did not stop and could not stop what they were doing. It is like they are blind to everything else but this one mission of theirs to inflict maximum damage. Ruins from buildings were everywhere as far as I can see. This brings me to refer to the future fulfillment of Ezekiel 38 and Isaiah 17 with great interest:
Present Names-Biblical Names
Russia-Rosh/Meshech and Tubal/Magog
Iran-Persia
Sudan-Ethiopia/Cush(Kush)/Nubia
Libya-Put
Turkey-Gomer and Beth-Togarmah
They are all God's enemies and He named them in advance which is nothing short of amazing! 
While I was watching the destruction, I was also looking up because I know The Blessed Hope is closer than ever today to returning. I was not injured in the gunfire standing to the side as the drama continues. The soldiers did not see me. The way they behave while on this path is akin to being brainwashed and hypnotized permanently. There is no will. They look human but are likely not. To have an idea of what exactly I mean, this lethal combination is displayed at the Gotthard Tunnel Opening Ceremony on YouTube with world leaders attending. I foresaw the mass of young people wearing orange jumpsuits marching 2 months before the ceremony took place. God is very accurate and I fell off my chair in complete shock. I get goosebumps in remembering this horror and knowing that this is fulfilled.

24 Jan 2017: I was walking past the church hall when I paused. I forgot my destination immediately. Multitudes of people were standing in the pews with their hands raised and their backs to me, singing and swaying to the music in almost perfect unison. They were praising and worshipping God so wholeheartedly in a room that is at least triple the size of my church. I was not able to count the number of people but every row was full of people standing shoulder to shoulder from left to right. I sincerely hope that every family is represented. I am not too sure whether this scene is in Heaven, on earth or both because I did not see the clouds and the floor I was on is solid enough to make me think it could be on earth as a guess. Looking ahead towards the stage where the pastor normally stands to teach God's Word is God Himself who has taken over to do so directly. There is no mistaking the glorious light filling the stage completely but it is like I said below, a light that is gentle on my eyes looking on and seeing the form of God Almighty without difficulty. I am not too sure how this is possible knowing how unworthy I really am in full realization. Jesus stands in the middle receiving all the single-minded worship and seems to be extremely happy to in turn bless His people-His Chosen Israel. Everyone is extremely cheerful and the pains of the past are all gone, nowhere to be found because eternal life has already taken over for all the true believers. Be of good cheer because God cannot and will not lie. It is so great to see Him!  

13 Nov 2016: I was walking along under a block of flats when I saw Taoist altars set up and families of people from children about 8 years old to adults praying with joss sticks to the dead after laying out feasts of food offerings for them. They seemed very cheerful when they left after praying. I paused and tried to go around the altars as quickly as possible at the maximum distance I could manage when I found myself sitting on a chair attending the tail end of a one to one meeting with Jesus whose chair was opposite mine behind the table between us. Jesus got up and went to the window to look out to ponder on all that was discussed. The mood is immediately sombre and the topic that has His full attention is spiritual apostasy as well as long time tolerance of false gods. My heart sank looking at the list He has of this on the table. It is a very thorough one for my examination which He allowed. What I see is a collation of Christian heavy metal bands with deliberate logos showing horrible graphics of what they do or want to do to Jesus. This list shows suggestive promiscuity and crucifixion poses with upside down crosses and a few crowns of thorns, chains, nails, ropes and whips. Clearly Satan's sick ideas from the day Jesus was crucified at His First Coming! I don't even want to know any further about what is going on in the most filthy head. This is what the young are exposed to, for those who spend a huge amount of their time listening to music. He made clear that He is not pleased with the present state of things. For a good 5 minutes, I could slice the uncomfortable silence in the room with a knife as I was wrapped in my own thoughts about idolatry from the bible while He continued to stand looking out of the window. I was trying my best not to fidget in His Powerful Presence as I glanced repeatedly at His back nervously. Jesus seemed distant. I do not even know what I can say to try and lessen the blow of this damning evidence of satanic worship practiced by the most deprived people of today. How can people continue to substitute the living God for Satan through dead wood and things of this earth that are perishing? How can God be completely absent and seemingly inactive
in so many people's lives given the media exposure over the recent election of Trump and the real divide that is possibly kickstarting a government chain reaction to follow suit in other countries? Chaos is the present order. It is clear no one there is seeking Him out. People are taking matters into their own hands and not getting the results they want desperately. The street protests make fools out of so many people, made worse by the whole world watching the stupidity of this irrevocable choice which is their choice to begin with. I was dismissed from the meeting when Jesus turned around. He has made up His mind about something from the firm resolve I read in His eyes. This means He is going to act soon. Only He can do this.

12 Nov 2016: I was at church greeting many people in Christ. It is like attending alpha all over again. When all had gathered, we boarded a big bus and hit the road to some destination which was not clear to me. I found myself looking out the window at the sky where I will be some day and saw that it is very cloudy and grey. The grey became darker by the moment as though it is about to rain. I feel God's Presence descend anew on me very strongly as I was looking up. He is The Presence that is very peaceful and very powerful. He is coming soon through the clouds and I feel joy in my spirit at His impending arrival. This is the second time I do not see Him.

2nd Mar 2016: I find myself reading the book of Revelation in the bible. This is not an easy book to understand and requires much pondering over with Holy Spirit's guidance. Just when I am wondering what the visuals might look like, the words heard my thoughts and began to fade in the background for a while to make way for a visual that appears clearly in the foreground. In this visual which matches 16:21's descriptions, I see Jesus approaching in white light above the clouds and ordering the giant hailstones to fall on earth to destroy it and all the people. No one can stop the coming Judgement or outrun it. Jesus is serious about what He says He will do and He will do it soon. It will be wise to heed His words even if everyday life still goes on and nothing seems to be changing. The only one who will escape is His bride who will join Him in the clouds before He sends the destruction listed in this portion of the book. She does not look down at the chaos happening on the earth but has turned her back from the world as she moves towards a new heavenly beginning. I see the bride walking away on the clouds. 

29th Dec 2015:

I meet God the Father and Jesus back in Heaven. Both are as they appeared in my earlier vision on 17th Apr but Jesus does not have His golden sash. Jesus is very happy and cannot stop smiling. This vision is what happens after the rapture. I am surrounded by Heaven's white clouds at first before they disappear to reveal a carpeted floor which I am standing on facing God the Father on His throne with Jesus standing on my right. I am in a very huge room of a supersized castle belonging to God which Jesus must have spent 2000 years building for us. It is finally ready! This castle will put all castles on earth to shame in size and grandeur. Even Walt Disney will be amazed! The detail work of the room I am in is very elaborate and artistic-every builder's and artist's dream room! Some research revealed such a room to be "The Great Hall" of a castle with the "Lords & Ladies Chambers" on the floor above. I notice Jesus placing a unique flower vase down in the room. Unique because it is like a chameleon changing colors every few minutes from orange to yellow to green and back again constantly without stopping. On the vase were live flying monarch butterflies moving from one leaf to another by flapping its wings yet never flying out of the vase, being part of the design. The windows next to God the Father look out to a portion of a huge beautiful flower garden that is well maintained with many flowers in bloom. These windows are exactly like the tall stained glass windows at the church where we face for worship but wider and without color. After Jesus is satisfied with where the vase should be in the hall, He brings me around on a tour to other parts of the giant room that seems to have no end. I see a live band playing and singing to many people in formal ballroom attires waltzing to the songs on the wooden dance floor. The carpet does not cover the whole room. Jesus leads me up one of the twin spiral white and gold staircases facing each other at opposite ends of the room (near where the band is performing), to a corridor full of rooms like what you find in hotels. There are so many rooms that I cannot count them. As we go up the stairs, we bypass butlers stationed near the stairs waiting to serve the dancers with refreshments on hand. The room Jesus finally opens after passing by a few doors is the biggest and most luxurious suite I have ever seen with everything included inside. WOW! 1 Corinthians 2:9: But, as it is written, what no eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the heart of man imagined, what God has prepared for those who love Him. He is coming soon to show us just what exactly He means by this. He is extravagant which is something I am not really used to. 

14th Dec 2015: I found myself working in a primary school that is connected with a mall next door which is really strange. This makes the building I was in supersized to accommodate what would normally be separated. I was busy planning the next set of activities with the other preschool teachers in a classroom we borrowed for the day's curriculum training for the better part of the morning. Around lunch time as I was walking down the stairs for a break, I see Jesus standing along the corridor of the school on the second level speaking to a few children. He has His hood up and His white robe reaches down to His feet. This is when I heard a loud angelic voice call "Harken! The Day of the Lord is Coming!" I immediately go to the railing to look up at the sky but I do not see anyone there. Turning to Jesus, He gives no indication whatsoever of having heard the voice as He concentrates solely on His interaction with the children.
The Day is approaching. Get ready! Instant end-time obedience and faith will be instantly kicked out by Jesus.

3rd Oct 2015: I return to Heaven to meet with Jesus. It has been a while since I was last there on white clouds tinged with beige. He is dressed as usual in His white robe with the hood removed revealing His long brown hair. The golden sash is also gone. This time He is standing and facing several golden thrones lined up in a horizontal row where the saints, also dressed in white, are seated looking up at Him with great expectation. 

Come to Him!

20th Aug 2015: I see Jesus approaching from a great distance on a giant white cloud of fire and like the first time I saw Him on the cloud, He is dressed in white adding His golden sash diagonally across His body which was not there previously.

He always appears in His long white robe across all my dreams. With outstretched arms, He proceeds to receive all (no matter where they are scattered at that point in time) who are faithful to Him-His Bride! Finally! It is a cloudless evening when He appears and I am walking along a street at a crowded area while people go about their usual businesses after their work. I am alone. None of my colleagues are with me nor have I gone home yet. The rapture will happen on a busy weekday when most people are not expecting Him or even looking up for and to Him. When I notice Him, I just stop and watch His glorious approach with great joy while the rest around me start to panic, scream loudly and run. Chaos begins around me like a matchstick lighting a candle as people fall over themselves trying to get away. I watch them flee as total peace fills me to the brim. No one can escape God and many will end up not being with Him. On this day, everyone's hearts from young to old will be revealed simultaneously. All the people will react to Him according to their instinct! I do not know the day or the hour this will happen and I do not care to predict what Jesus never tells or shows me. Anyway, this entire journal's contents are not my ideas at all. I am far too busy with so many school projects which span 2 different levels of classes throughout my days to even dream any of these up in this much detail on my own. They are all from Him on what He is about to do.

2nd July 2015: Jesus's warning stands even though this is the first time I do not see Him. Life still goes on as per normal. I am with family and we are leaving a friend's house. As I walk out to the street at night along the rows of terrace houses, I look up to a full moon that is much smaller in size compared to the one recorded earlier. I see the moon changing from its pale colour to a bright blood red and stays that way. 

6th May 2015: I am standing in the living room facing the front door with full expectancy. Jesus appears without opening the door and walks towards me. He is dressed the same as the last dream but without the golden sash. When He stops in front of me, He is as described in my first meeting. He shows me what is in store in the everlasting treasures of Hope and Love that only He can provide. To me this is a personal message so I will not share the full extent here in case the contents differ from person to person according to our needs and what He made us for. I will only share that these treasures save us from the hands of the evil one and keep us going. It is challenging but not impossible to be pleasing for His use. Challenging because of the entry of sin and our attachments to temporary worldly things that don't even last. Luke 12:34: Where our treasures are, there our hearts be also. I prefer reflecting on the full extent of this, revealed to me today. Can our perspectives shift from Man's insatiable obsession with darkness, destruction, death, violence and sorrow going in an endless cycle of senseless revenge in the news to the life Jesus offers with outstretched arms? Ultimately, only He knows the final answer walking with each one of us.

17th Apr 2015: I meet Jesus back in Heaven. The clouds are all white with a bit of beige in them and as far as the eye can see.
Jesus is standing before God the Father in the Throne Room in full daylight. God the Father is a giant figure dressed in white sitting on His throne with the same light surrounding His entire being as Jesus appears in, light that is bright yet does not hurt the eyes to look at. I only see the Father's arms and legs. His upper torso to His face is covered in the light. His arms are on the throne's armrests. The Father does not seem to move from His sitting position from when I first saw Him.
Jesus is smiling and is so cheerful, it is very heartwarming to watch the scene before me. He is even more lovely when He smiles! Jesus is wearing a golden sash for the first time across His white outfit. He has his hood removed revealing long dark brown hair. He is speaking to so many young people, all His saved ones through the ages, gathered together in the Throne Room as though there is a celebration going on under the watchful eyes of God the Father. There is not a single old person there. Everyone looks to be in their 20s-30s at the oldest or younger than that and all are paying attention to what Jesus is saying. I do not hear what He is saying but from the happiness I see all around, it is great news bringing much rejoicing as everyone is smiling. Heaven is a very happy place!

6th Apr 2015: I meet Jesus on earth this time, not in the realms. I am standing in a big open space at night looking up at the biggest and nearest full moon ever. Against the moon's beige color, I see Jesus's small hooded black silhouette approaching from the right side of the moon, which is my left side, facing Him. As His silhouette gets bigger in His flight down to earth, I watch as the moon slowly turns into a bright blood red until it is completely covered by that color and stays this way. A blood moon!

25th Mar 2015: I meet Jesus who is walking past me, then away to an unknown destination, ever busy personally overseeing to every activity in the realms. He is hardly on His throne it seems in this dream. He has His hood up. Shrouded in light top to toe, one knows it can only be Him. As I watch Him go, I feel all the heavy sadness of Singapore's Founding Father, Mr Lee Kuan Yew's passing on being swiftly replaced by joy, hope, peace and calm just by seeing Jesus. He did an exchange of emotions for me as He went on His way. He is truly our gentle lamb, the comforter to all broken, grieving hearts this week in Singapore. I won't be where I am today without the opportunities set up by the late Mr Lee. May we find renewed strength in Him, going into Holy Week next week as He shows His understanding and support during this difficult time. 

10th Mar 2015: This is my first vision of Hell, and hopefully the only one for the horrors of the first layer viewed from above are great! I see the fiery judgement taking place in the eternal night. A giant black beast appearing as a unique mix of a griffin and a lion not seen on Google search engine, roars with pain in the fire with all its claws unsheathed as though to pounce on someone. It raises itself on its hind legs just before it strikes. Who it strikes I do not see for it remains poised in mid air and stays there. My attention turns to the great fire dancing by in waves just below my feet, which is as widespread as east is to west surrounding this beast, burning brightly against the night sky, the only light given to such a dark place. I suppose this is what the lake of fire looks like. Though it burns, I do not feel its heat at all in such close proximity. This is when I realized that Jesus is standing behind me protecting me from the fire with His power. He is not wearing His hood and His expression is one devoid of all emotions. This is my first time encountering Him as the Lion-Magnificently Terrifying! Then I hear the most horrible sounds ever in my life consisting of the collective piercing, agonizing, eternal dying screams of unbelievers and see them alive but totally charred head to toe with skin as black as soot that is evenly spread across their entire being with no ears, noses, eyes and hair, both once male and once female in the fire with the beast, all bearing the same sorrowful expressions of realizing where their horrible fate has landed them for rejecting the author of life. Third degree burns are very mild in comparison to the ongoing burning I see here. If anything I will say what I see are six degree burns just like the number on the beast but I am no doctor. There are countless remains of people rotting, burning and screaming their pain endlessly standing on my left side and the beast is on the right side of the fire. There is no escaping these flames for there is no rest from the ongoing torment, not even for a second! The screams are bloodcurdling enough (straight out of a horror movie) to scare anyone and raise the hairs of those who hears them. Death eludes them a second time. The people in the fire look up at Jesus and me in pure agony out of 2 blank white eye socket patches per black contorted, pained face because there are no eyeballs there anymore. If expressions can kill, there is also hatred for God right there! Those in torment are totally blinded by the fire! What is the worst is when I look down properly at those in the fire, I recognize some faces of people I once knew-my late paternal grandparents who stood out at that point somehow. They look horrible with all their burns! Jesus looks down with me at the scene with a matter-of-fact attitude about Him like this is just all in a night's work in Hell which He is used to seeing. He is not there to save anyone. After all, He throws the unbelievers into the fire and He is not slow to act at all as the apostle Peter reminds in 2 Peter 3:9 of the original warning first written by Moses in Deuteronomy 7:10 in the bible. His nonchalant self is very frightening when He finally gives people over to their vices as they have been pushing for! Hell is basically Heaven's opposite, summed up as a immensely sad and painful place full of God's wrath only! He will ignore all pleas for relief from pain and anguish from the fire! When I woke up, I was shaken quite badly because I can still hear the echoes of screams. It took a few hours for the sounds to go away in my head because Jesus wanted me to understand in my pleading with Him for relief, that "There are Really No Second Chances or Relief when He gets around to dealing with those who choose to follow Satan over Him!" Such is the nature of the Lord's Jealousy which is not to be treated lightly. Jesus gets to the point clearly: we are either for or against Him. I got to experience in those dark hours what it feels like to be on the receiving end of God's complete rejection before Jesus helped me by stopping the sounds. The level of temporary anguish is unlike anything I have known so far. This feeling is very heartbreaking and truly the worst of the worst! Total abandonment of every good feeling like what Jesus faced when God the Father turned away from Him at the cross! There is no help when His full anger is unleashed! It is so crushingly painful to know there is absolutely no compromise to God's complete hatred of sin! How much more when that anguish becomes real because I cannot bear the utter coldness for a short while. The experience tortures my soul right to its core. Such overwhelming sorrow that shatters and tears apart the being like a hungry lion on an unstoppable rampage. It makes me feel very sorry to even sin in the first place even though I know I cannot help myself. Oh wretched flesh! How much longer must I war with you? Jesus gives new depth to what being distant from Him really means because of the endless duration of this. for everyone with hardened hearts continuing on the broad path for the price for foolishly rejecting God outright at Judgement Day, where He WILL pay back in kind in the tit for tat way, is too great for Man to get out of!

18th Feb 2015: I meet Jesus riding on the clouds of fire, approaching earth and his eyes reflects the fire burning in the clouds. He is not wearing His hood. He looks terrifying to the ones who will be at the receiving end of his coming judgement but for me, I feel completely joyful that He is coming soon because I really want to go and be with Him. He is truly very interesting to get to know that I cannot imagine now why anyone will hate Him. I do not even understand how I survived so long as a free thinker without Him.

8th Feb 2015: During confirmation service, I received from God my new mission and it is to heal others with brave and healing hands, as well as to allow all my emotional wounds through time to heal. He knows the terrible state of my broken soul, worn out and weary from the heavy burden of Man's unending nonsense on personal ego trips to exalt themselves just because they can! Romans 1:29-32: They were filled with all manner of unrighteousness, evil, covetousness, malice. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, maliciousness. They are gossips, slanderers, haters of God, insolent, haughty, boastful, inventors of evil, disobedient to parents, foolish, faithless, heartless, ruthless. Though they know God's decree that those who practice such things deserve to die, they not only do them but give approval to those who practice them.

3rd Jan 2015: I meet Jesus enjoying fellowship with my late maternal grandparents sitting on white clouds tinged with pink and beige looking at him. He has His hood up. Heaven is eternally as bright as our days here on earth but without intense blinding sunlight to hurt the eyes. There is enough light to see everything. It is a very spacious place with clouds as far as the eyes can see all around me. He is talking to my grandparents and they are listening intently but I do not know what He's said to them. There are only the three of them without any other soul around. It is like Heaven is empty, which I know is not the case but there really is no one else. It is so great to see them alive and well having this intimate personal time with Jesus without any other intervening. How I wish I can join them right there but I am just standing to the side watching, not allowed to go to them. Both my grandparents now look so much younger than when they passed on. I guess being in glorified bodies makes old people become roughly like their 20-30 year old selves and with the ability to do amazing things beyond one's imagination as they once demonstrated to me in an earlier dream when they flew from cloud to cloud easily without any wings but well that is another story. Here I am concentrating mainly on Jesus's appearance.

25th Dec 2014: Dad and I kissed our old selves goodbye forever and were baptized into our new selves following the requirements for our baptism/confirmation course. We now join mum who came and decided to commit earlier. Only my brother is left. Her solid decision eventually drew us in and in not too many words too about it, giving us the time and freedom to choose. God works on drawing in not just individuals but also family which is a great thing! I can be very stubborn if I decide to be but He is many times more so I find out. We all need Jesus. My old self and new self don't have any understanding of need whatsoever. How confusing is this? At a slightly earlier time before I was ready, I attended a session of alpha very very reluctantly and ran away from the whole course. I am sure that exasperated Him. I did not receive the introductory message of Jesus well and thought He is a real waste of my time when I rather be doing worldly stuff like creating art for my page as you see here. The art was created abundantly without Him but dwindled in favor of the bible when He entered in. I eventually helped at alpha much later as a co-leader. It is like I can't decide. 

11th Nov 2014: I meet Jesus in the Throne Room. He is sitting on His throne in Heaven covered in the light I described in my first meeting. The light is brighter and more brilliant than the first time I met Him. I see Him on the right hand side of God the Father. Out of the corner of my eye, I see a tiny bit of God the Father. He has a giant leg and is on a giant throne many many times bigger than the seat Jesus is on. My focus is on Jesus and I cannot turn to see more of God the Father for some reason, so beyond this description, I do not have anything else to share about God the Father. Both of them are dressed in white. From this dream on, I find myself standing in Jesus's presence throughout as an observer. I feel this is where they come to me to reside.

9th Nov 2014: There are so many things happening at once in this unique first encounter with Jesus The King as to how exactly he found me.
I am in Satan's dark realm completely separated into 3 different selves called fury, sorrow and witness for the dominant state of each. There is somehow enough light to see what is going on with the 4 of us. It is probably provided by Lucifer. Fury was fighting head on with Satan fiercely over control to compromise my moral value system to the world. Sorrow was sobbing uncontrollably on the black floor pleading for peace from the fight happening overhead which was not stopping. Witness was just standing a way off from both of them and watching the whole thing happening. I felt both fury and sorrow hitting witness simultaneously shortly after watching. The result was a tearing apart. Sorrow screamed "SOMEBODY! STOP THEM!" Just when I thought there is no way out from witness's viewpoint to handle both emotions at the same time, I felt a warm hand touch my back as sorrow on the floor and I hear the Holy Spirit audibly say "Here's Jesus".
Jesus appears immediately after the Spirit said that in front of the me on the floor-sorrow. I know right away looking at His feet it can only be Him because He illuminates the black place I am in. Jesus is a beacon of pure white light and the contrast between Him and Satan is immediately understood. As my gaze travels upwards in study, He is such a lovely sight to behold that I am awed into silence looking at Him properly and gaping by the time I realize what I am doing. He is looking down at me calmly in silence, waiting expectantly with the silent question of "well?" in His eyes. When I find my voice, I call him "Master" and He turns around and immediately stops the fighting in front of me by grabbing Satan's and my arms about to exchange yet another blow for some unfathomable reason that I don't consider important anymore. I am really surprised by what He comes to do for me.
The real Jesus is very tall and very big like a seasoned warrior. (Closest model to form is Jim Caviezel in Passion of the Christ, only The Real One is much more lovely in His entirety because He is Creator God). The white light surrounding His being from top to toe does not hurt the eyes to look at him directly. He is also dressed completely in a long white robe with a hood over his head and His understanding eyes reads into the heart of all problems so He knows exactly what I am facing without speaking to me. There is no room for pretending what my flesh state really is like looking at how I am broken on the floor. I just become completely undone in His Presence with no more defense on my person. When He stops the fighting, I see His big hands are fully healed from the nail wounds He received at His First Coming on the cross. He is how He is in the Old Testament as far as all descriptions goes of the Angel of the LORD and will be a great surprise to all seeing Him for the first time.
I am not proud of where my own now stupid pride led me because of all my experiences on the job. None of that saved me when I needed them to. Jesus had to help me clean up my own mess. I was persecuted at my workplace by multiple bullies (other teachers) ganging together as one big group and using my class's students without hesitation against me to get all they wanted to do with their classes at the expense of mine. I had no effective assistance against the relentless assaults coming from different directions simply because I did not agree to the practice of carrying favourites after being asked to and my turning down embarrassed the leader of this group who then went on this spiteful, almost year long rampage where I was their main scapegoat. No one really dared to step in and help me put a stop to this for fear of backlashes and difficult times ahead at work. All backed off. My breakdown was subtle, alone and prolonged because I refused to budge an inch if I am not convinced it is right. Respect goes out the window. I did my best to protect my students first as much and as long as I could until I could not do that anymore. This dream is a representation of my transition from my free thinker status to taking up the journey to becoming God's child. I am most happy for a second chance knowing this time that He is with me through any tribulation and will help me. The difference is obvious to me when He steps in. Shortly after this, He pulled me out of the place without much difficulty.

I am looking forward to His glorious appearance again, this time physically in the clouds. I'll like to meet up with my maternal grandparents whom I am close to. I miss them greatly. Once you have been in His Presence, you do not want to leave it or be anywhere else. He holds all the exciting actions in His Hands! He also swiftly and skillfully takes over what used to be important to me with what is important to Him. Before long, I find that I cannot do anything without consulting Him first lest I waste my efforts. There is still a lot to learn from the whole bible about God which is a great treasure trove to search into. I only spent 2 years examining scripture, which is actually very far from being sufficient. I need His Help to understand for I am just a toddler in the faith even though the knowledge here probably does not show this. Just to be clear, I can see Him without any ill effects of near death experiences (NDEs) that most people face to have their first meeting with Him. After seeing Him, I am highly curious about Him. I have never been in such close standing proximity to any king before so to have the Ultimate Attention from The King of kings and Lord of lords is special especially when He does things you don't really expect a king to do.

Thanks to Amir Tsarfati (BeholdIsrael) for explaining Ezekiel 40-48 in Q&A. I'll wait for the rest from Jesus.